Jhumpa Lahari

This lady I tell u..is dangerous...
u can just start feeling weird reading her books..
u can start having terrible thoughts into ur head..

One such terrible thought occured to my mind after I read few stories from "unaccostomed earth"
Almost in every story a bengali marries an american and something wud happen n the relation wud break,,,
Am wondering now...
do the relations formed from diff regional/lingual backgrounds last?
Would they be happy and never think of "what if..."



I donno...
Dont ask me.. :)
I married a person from diff state, diff bacground...
Our foregrounds matched...
but still..
i donnooo

The Matrix

Yes....after all these years.. i have taken the red pill...
and i have seen matrix all the three sequels...
perhaps its too late to see it..
i didnt find it so mesmerizing...
I have expected a lot more out of it..
and well for people who are fans of johnnyquest I suppose they would find it so trivial...

Bu honestly,, Neo n trinity look so good with each other..
The most handsome pair I have ever seen so far...
better than Brad n Jolie ...
They are just damn goodlooking

The one best scene is where they were M..L...
its just WOW ;)

My philosophy towards life....

Well these days am becoming more n more adamnt pertaining to my thoughts n perspectives...
Good n bad...
I feel I shd do wht ever i want and one should be prepared to bear n deal with the outcome of their decisions n deeds... people need not tell u wht to do and wht not to do... and equally u shd b strong enuf n capable enuf to bear with everything...
hows that.....

Marriage...does it really make any sense any more??

The attitude of most guys ------ I will fuck everyones wives but i want my wife to be a virgin...
and with the increasing number of EMA... would the constitution of marriage still continue to live???

Only one advantage that I think people see ..and the reason y they dont divorce their husbands or wives is...for financial security..for social safety.....all the external reasons other than love ..care n affection for eachother...

Wedding!!!!

Well!!! I was never so sure whether I wanted something of this sort in my life called "Wedding" I knew I needed support some one to share many things with , but hmm the same partner for life time .... ;)....well kidding... I think when u meet the right person U know that u want to be with him/her all the time and u start feeling that one life is sth very short .... I think I have found that person in my life and hope the wedding bells ring soon...NO backing off at this point... (neither do i want to...) inspite of the little trivial cultural and lingual differences we have I still very strongly believe that we can make ours lot happy...........

Life is Beautiful

Has been long time since i could spend time with my mind alone and for words to flow out the way they would now...
reasons...been busy adding some truecolours to my life
today during my chat with a fren of mine ,.. i suddenly recollected that my life had exactly what i need and not what i desire.. and realised how lucky i am and how perfect the transitions are..
shd confess, i had a real tough time for more than a sem.. now just in a day things changed.. This what I would truly call asBLISS ( touch wood). I got blessed with something, to own, more sweet than i could have ever dreamnt of.(i cudnt have expected this after all the hardships i had during my past years). I was almost reaching a state where I would start underestimating my assests and was about to give in to my negativities. Now i am alsmot back to my true self. I dont miss her anymore (Ref:my past post) She was in hibernation and needed right tigger to bring all of her out... Thanks to the trigger I received 28 days back.

i miss her

she was cute and innocent
she used to laf happily and enjoy all the while
she never knew what it meant to cry
she was so joyous and bubbly all the while

thats how she was...
though immatured and naughty
she was so happyyyyyyy

i miss her